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I've built my life on being strong, pushing things to the side and 'getting' over things. So i can be the one who is there for others..Im kinda sick of it. I want, no i need for someone to be here for me.. Make sure i am okay.
I dunno. Guess im feeling a little lost and wanted. :((

So Frustrating

Sup Guys, Im back..

I've got a bit of complaining to do..

I am trying to pick an elective for my course, but, I have no idea what to pick and the choices i have picked i cant do because they clash with my other units, or they are semester 2 units.. So Grrrr

Its so frustrating, 

In other other news, I Think i am falling this new guy.. But I still think about Leith a fair bit.. Not in a relationshippy way, just i miss that friendship we had kinda thing, he didnt even send me a happy birthday message.. I dunno, This new guy is pretty cool. :))

I also kinda dont want to go back to Perth, everytime i think its okay and shit, it like, Nah, i want to stay in the country.. I dont know...

Anyways, Just a quick one.. 

Gotta get stuff together.. :))

Talk laters!!

I Know I Know

So, It has been a while. I know, I am sorry. Been a bit hectic these last few months..

The whole break up thing, I was pretty crushed, I didn't want to stay in Perth  so I came back to Benny for a few months, I was feeling pretty crook (sick), went to the doc because I thought I was pregnant, he told me I wasn't, about a week and a half later, I miscarried the child I apparently didn't have. But, to be honest I was okay about it, because of the circumstances of me and the father. Although it did make me re-evaluate my life goals.. I now don't know if my uni degree is what I want to do.. I don't really want to go back to Perth.. All I really know what I want to do with my life, is have a family, be a mum, But after a few weeks of trying to figure it out, I decided I will go back to Perth and continue on with my degree and work it out from there. Best to do something while trying to figure it out, and seeing as its been almost 3 months since I actually been studying, I thought if I get back into it, I still may enjoy it.
'I did have a wonderful Christmas my My dad and some family. It was really fun. And I had a good Boxing Day. :p. I got drunk. I've been drunk a few time since I have been home. :p
I spent New Years with Shanae in Kalgoorlie, Was sooooo good to catch up her again!! Naomi had a baby Boy, Cutest kid EVER!!!!! Mason. <3

I have a new partner now. :)) He is pretty good :))
Its good because this relationship is different form the ones I have had before. :) We'll see where it goes. Also part of the reason I don't really want to go back to Perth. :) But as he said, We'll work it out, :)

Anyway, I'll be heading back to Perth in a couple of weeks, so I will most likely start posting more regularly again. :))