Update!! :))

I'm back. At least for another month anyways. Haha.
How's everyone feeling deep inside?
Happy,  sad, bliss, loved??
Remember to recognize your emotions and  feel them and go from there.

Last night I had my Dad, Jo, and the kids for dinner. Was a great night. Had such a lovely time. After they left though, I started to feel a little sad. Was a weird feeling.

But I messaged a friend about it and we had a really awesome chat about things in life. It really helped and now I feel ready to go again  in life. If ya know what I mean. Just feel energized. 

I always feel a little resistance when going to friends with emotional issues, because I don't wanna feel like a burden and use them as my own personal therapist. But I so appreciate at Leith.  :)) You truly are a great person, despite what I may have said about you in the past. :p

Anyways, apart from that little emotional night I had last night. I've been doing really well lately. Been getting myself into routine with my job and everything and been feeling really healthy.

Jez and I are doing really well. :))
As of today we've been together for 1 year and 8 months. Yays. He's pretty awesome.

Oooh. I brought a new car. :))) Holden Captiva. So exciting.  It's got a sun roof. It's sooo cool. :))  It's red too. Goes fast. Ahha.

What else has been going on...
Not much at all.  Haha.

Well I guess I will leave it at that then. Lol.

See you all next time.  Haha. Maybe a month maybe a week. :)) ciao

Speak kind words. Xxx

Gratefulness!!

Soo I had to do that 

3 things im grateful for for 5 days,

I just thought i would share them with yout guys too

So I've been nominated to post 3 things I'm grateful for, for 5 days! 

Today:

I'm grateful for my health, and even when I am sick, I am grateful for knowing I will get better

I'm grateful for my friends and always having someone to talk to when I need it.

And lastly I am grateful that I live in such an accepting society.

Day 2 of gratefulness 1. I’m grateful that i forgot hoe awesome i really am, because it shows me how  compassionate, kind, caring and  nice when i do have an awesome moment 2. I am grateful for Shanae, she is my best friend and without her in my life i wouldn’t be  where i am today 3. I am grateful for this rain. This rain means that people have work, and fresh water,  and our food can grow  so we can eat healthy.

So today I was really finding it hard to find even 1 thing I was grateful for today. 

But then I played netball. Netball is all three of my gratefuls for the day. 

1. Because even when I am having a not so great day, netball makes me feel better, it most likely the endorphins the running releases. But

2. Because of the people I play with. Although I only started this season I feel I have made life long friends which is really important when you live in a small town. And lastly

3. Netball is keeping me healthy. And if it wasn't for netball I would be sitting on my bum putting on even more weight. 

SO THANK YOU NETBALL!!

Day 3 of 5 of gratefulness. 

I am grateful for lazy days and free time. Being able to catch up of extra housework and cleaning. And just being able to sit on the couch and watch a movie. 

I am grateful we live in an era of technology. Without it, I would not be able to keep contact with many people and I don't think anyone would recognize me coz they wouldn't see my selfies all the time. 

And lastly

I am grateful that I don't always choose the easy options in life. I test my limits and I try hard. It's better than going through and not learning new skills and not getting anywhere in life.

Day 4 of 5 

1. Today I am grateful that I am aware of my emotions and when to distance myself from things. I know when people are treating me badly and I need to speak up and ask for what I want/need. 

2. I am grateful for music. Music is just awesome! 

3. Lastly I am grateful for my books. Stories that take you to another world for a while.

Day 5 of 5 - I almost forgot. 

1. Hope. I am grateful for hope, it is what drives most of us forward in life. Hope that'll we'll better ourselves, hope that our friends will grow and hope our earth will live strong

2. Faith. No matter what faith you are, you must always gave faith in something l. Slightly similar to hope, you must have faith in achieving your hopes. Faith that everything is going to be okay. 

3. Determination. The reason we achieve what we want in life. The drive that makes us succeed. Determination to be a better us!

An extra one just because. 

4. LOVE! love is everything. I am so grateful for love. The love I feel from others, and the love I give to others. Love comes in many forms. But it's what keeps people alive and healthy. Sure there's food. But love heals our soul and our spirit, this is what shines in life!!

Thanks all for taking the time to read all that I am grateful for. This has been. A wonderful and thought provoking experience, that having done I have realised they're is much yo be grateful for in this life. Xx

HAHAHAHA, I only just realised that I posted an extra day WOOPS

Hahaha

Well, Until Next time

Jess Xx

Random dreams

The other night I had the most random dream. About vegan cheesecake. Hahaha. And relationships. Lol.
Jasmine was in it and you. And Jasmines boyfriend turned out gay. And we had met my other friend Pennys boyfriend the day before or something and he was great. Then we all went to find this amazing vegan cheesecake which when I ate it was like the best thing I had ever eaten. Luke seriously.  The main part of the dream was just how delicious this vegan cheesecake was. Haha. But jasmine boyfriend was there with his gay mates and Pennys boyfriend was there aswell so we assumed he was gay too and we all walked away laughing and eating this amazing cheesecake! Penny never spoke to her boyfriend again. :p

And last night a had a dream.
I've been watching this show called Sister Wives. It's about the Browns. They are a pligomy family.
And I'm pretty sure it was me and two of the older girls, I couldn't really remember they're faces. But we wanted to go the city for the night and the dad was all what are doing, who are you seeing kinda thing. And while the other kids were talking with parents I went and died my hair a slightly blonde brown colour, but when I washed it out it was all rainbow colour and it looked kinda cool.
That was about it.  It was kinda random.

Hahaha

Heyy All

Hey Hey. Whats been happening guys??

Me, Not much at all, but at the same time so much.

Went to Perth for a day trip and spent 3 says there, Hahaha. 

I turns out I didn't really make any friends when I lived in Perth,. No one actually wanted to see me. Guess I can delete those ones from facebook. 

But anyways, while in the big smoke, We brought a new bed. YAYYSS!! Can ya tell im excited, Its a KING!! come on get excited with me. Hahah, 

Thats about it, Hahah, 

Played Netball today, We lost, But I played Well. I got put in GK which is really where I should be most of the time, because I am actually pretty good there, Haha, Doesn't that sound up my self, :p But I liek playing so I dont really mind where I play, 

Right now, I am sitting on the couch watching Essendon and GWS play football. How Exciting. hahaha << That was sarcasm. :p

Got some pork ribs and Lamb cutlets in the oven which is about ready to come out, Along with garlic bread and chips... No wonder I have put on sooooo much freakin weight. :p

Well, I must go and tend to the dinner, Cant let the Other Half starve, :p He says hi by the way. :))

Talk to ya's all later.
Ciao

Xx

Slightly frustrated

Hey hey. Just a bit of a grip to be had today and I think Jeremy is getting sock of me complaining to him all the time. Haha. 

So I was catching up with a few friends the other day and one in particular spent most of the time bagging out another one of my friends and I know she doesn't really like her, but I'm friends with her and it makes it hard for me, cos I feel guilty about hanging with them cos one just bitches about the other and well the other doesn't really bitch and I'm just stuck in the middle.
I try to defuse it when the other bitches about the other but sometimes she just keeps going. 

I'm lost to ideas on what to do..

Help??

In other news though, 

Slowly getting unpacked and moving I properly. We've been here almost a week and a half and it's pretty good. :))
I can't wait to find a job and start to get my life into drive!!! 

Thanks for listening to my complaining. 

Much love
Xoxo
Jess

G'Day G'Day

Hey Ya All!!

So, I've been really really bust these last couple of days, I'm MOVING house!!  Yay!! Its really exciting.
It feels like a new start. I cant wait to get everything unpacked and settled in. I feel happy. :))

Not much else has happened other than moving. Lol.
Its exciting, I have a green bathroom, And a wall made of tin.

I might put up some pics of the house later. :P

So, I hate packing But i like unpacking, Hahah, So I thought I post a few tips on moving,

• Pack essentials First and make it accessible 
• PAck breakables with clothes, this saves on bubble wrap or buying lost of newspaper
• Label EVERYTHING
• Carry things, in washing baskets and suitcases etc
• Put clothes in Bin Bags and carry heavier items in your suitcases
• Get as many friends as you can to help, Its so much easier. 

Just a few. I am no expert in moving, but I thought I would give you a few tips.

I should go do some more unpacking, Hahaha

Talk to ya's later :))

Jess

Xx

Dinner Plans :))

Hey Hey, I am back again and it hasn't even been 6 months this time. Hahaha.

How awesome is that ;p

Been studying really hard these last few days!! Yay!! I am almost finished my first lot of units!!! 

But today I planned dinners for the Next three weeks!! Let me tell you, its nto easy trying to come up with that many dinners. But I want to post a list of what I choose for those who are stuck for ideas. 

So The List

• Lamb chops and Vegetables
• Spaghetti Bolognese 
• Apricot Chicken
• Beef Stir fry
• Tomato Chicken
• Roast - of any kind
• Chicken Parmi
• Beef Stew
• Curried Sausages
• Creamy chicken
• Steak, Eggs & Chips
• Lasagna
• Sweet and Sour Meatballs
• Bangers & Mash
• Shepherd's pie
• Mild Vegetable Curry
• Kitchen Sink (Vegetable Macaroni Bake)
• Chicken risotto
• Pumpkin Soup
• Chicken + Vege soup

So just a few ideas if you ever get stuck, Just saying though, I love my slow cooker, so anything that can be done in the slow cooker will be!!

Ive also got a few snacks to make. Some of them are

• Savoury Muffins,
• Cheese and Bacon Muffins
• Sausage Rolls
• Corn Fritters

Just a few of them. :P

My other half is so hard to cook for, lol, He's all like, I'm not a fussy eater, but the list of all the foods he doesn't actually eat is about as long as the list of dinners I just wrote. Haha

Well, Off to do the shopping.

Have a Great Day!!

Jess Xx

Hey Hey!! :)) Im Back!!

So, It really has been a while this time. 6 months or more, my Bad.

It's not like my life have been super busy or exciting, Hahaha. 

I've actually just been really lazy. 

Not much has happened, 

I played a season of lawn bowls,      I've joined the netball team,       I still in love with my amazing other half,       My best friend is about to have her baby any minute now! Like today even, Ahh,      I went to another wedding,      I turned 21,    I applied for a few jobs (I didn't get them :/ ) Ah, I think that is about it. Lol. 

Im still studying online, I've even been really slack doing that also, pretty much just been doing nothing, But I want to change that. It is about time I actually start to do something with my life, And well this May is my month and Im going to get my but iinto gear and do something!! Lol. Not sure what, but something!!

Any Ideas?? Let me know. 

Here are a few pics of whats been happening :)) Enjoy :)

My 21st Party with my Love

Played some Bowls

I brought a Plan

Made some yummy soup

Went to my friends Hens night

Watched The Puppy Grow Bigger

 Just a few random photos of what I have been up too.







I'm not to sure what my blog is going to be anymore, Or when I'll post again, But for now This is what I have been up to..

Drew a wedding Dress

Had Christmas

Was a Bridesmaid at my friends Wedding

 Cheers for reading and staying with me,

You guys mean a lot to me,
My loyal fans..

So much love for you guys.

Remember to SPEAK KIND WORDS.

Lots of love
Cheers
Jess Xx