Being Young Is Not An Excuse

Being young is not an excuse for being stupid!! 

Just because you are 21 does not give you the right to be a dick. Does not give you the right to be disrespectful to anyone, nor does it give you the right to lie.. Nothing gives you the rigth to do these thing!! Nothing!! 

And I can not believe that you were forgiven as quickly as you were. Thats not even love thats just like desperation! 

Rant over!!!

I have been quite emotional lately.. Crying over little things, and being sad.
I have put it down to hormones, 'being that time of month' and all, but if it doesn't improve in the next few days i think it is going to be something more, I am feeling okay today, but i haven't really been doing anything. I tidied my lounge and did some washing and dishes. Watched some trashy TV and thats about it. I haven't gone out and socialised with anyone and i think that is here a lot of my emotions are coming from. Lately there has been not much positiveness around and that i think is starting to take its toll on my emotions...

Anyways, I have a bit of a sore throat today, its probably from sitting on the sidelines at netball yelling at the netball team. They won yesterday which is good!!

I should go and finish the dishes, just thought id sit down for 5 minutes and update my blog.


Have an awesome day and remember to smile:)

Sandcastles

I just want to share with you all this song. And the first couple of verses and the chorus.
But before you continue reading, I just wanted you all to know that it is going to be okay. And that it is fine to be scared to make the big decisions in life, especially when we're young and we've had them been made for us.
For me this song is life. Everyone's life. And at the moment I would have to say it is my favorite song and it's helping me deal with some stuff.

So, without further ado I give you
Sandcastles by Kate Voegele
(The link to the YouTube video is after the lyrics)

I got this ticket in my hand
And I got a long, long day ahead
And I got a hell of a lot of reasons to be sad
But I've got a hundred more that keep me coming back

I got these worn out red boots on
And I got a brand new favourite song
And I can name some people who'd say that I got it all wrong
But I know plenty more who've been there all along

I'd rather make sandcastles
Instead of these wide-world decisions
I knew, I knew it all was catching up to me, yeah

Kate Voegele - Sandcastles - http://youtu.be/0rcPzahOTgo

Am I Enough?

Just hoping one day I'll mean enough. Just enough to be stuck up for, enough not to need reminding about my birthday, enough  to bring flowers, enough to be believed in, I just want to be enough to mean something in people's lives.

It's not about love. These people love me. They just didn't stick up for me when I needed them too. They didn't remember my birthday and had to be reminded. And I guess the last one just means I want more romance. Flowers, coffee in the morning, the odd dinner, even a cuddle every now and then.