So i can't sleep as you all probably figured from the title. :p
What better thing to do than write you all a blog.
This one is coming from my phone. So please excuse some mistakes or what ever.
So how are you all?? :p
I have had a major shit arse week. All started on Sunday with that argument i had with my little brother. Although Im not 100% sure it was all him. I have a feeling my mother may had been behind it... But well after my drunken night things just haven't really improved. Don't get me wrong. I've had some really fun/good/amazing/nice moments that have made me smile and happy (like last night) but my mood has generally been pretty sucky.
Haha. Last night was good. Well any time i spend with the boyfie is good. :p but anyways, we went to cue bar last night and played some pool. He kicked my arse. I won like 2 outta 6.. I think we played 6 games. I dunno. Lol.
Then, after getting some news on Facebook i didn't really feel like going home so we decided we'd go for a bit of a drive. We headed out to bindoon and i met his friend and her daughter. And then we decided to drive home... Oooh.. The fun part.. :p Leith is probably going to kick ny bum for saying this... But on the way home his :p piece of shit ford :p broke down. Hehe. Silly clutch peddle. So we fixed it Me being chief torch holder, which i must say is an extremely important job!! :p
But we made it back. I do think however, the best part if the night was just being there with him, holding his not so angular hand. :p and actually having a serious relationshippy conversation. And i say this because knowing both leith and i, we're not the greatest at using our words to express things. But it was just amazing to see how much we are both willing to put 'most' of our insecurities on the line and have a conversation. I must admit though, Leith did most of the talking and i did most of the listening. But that's just me at the moment. I love listening, and understanding. But Yh. It was just great to actually see how far we have both come. I mean 18 months ago, heck, not even 7 months ago we would have been like this.
Im actually glad and i know i have said this before but i am glad we are dating now and not any earlier on in our friendship, i dont think we would have been very umm, what's the word... Compatible... Yh. I don't think we would have been very compatible in the past. However i feel now, no matter what happens with us, we are able and mature enough to get through whatever this relationship will bring.
Fuck i probably would have majorly screwed things up. Its my thing.. I tend to screw up the good shit in my life... But with my Leithykins :p i feel things are different.. Its a feeling that's had to describe...
Anyways... I will be sure to keep you all posted.. :p
I should probably get some shut eye..
Night all
And remember
Speak Kind Words. Xx
What better thing to do than write you all a blog.
This one is coming from my phone. So please excuse some mistakes or what ever.
So how are you all?? :p
I have had a major shit arse week. All started on Sunday with that argument i had with my little brother. Although Im not 100% sure it was all him. I have a feeling my mother may had been behind it... But well after my drunken night things just haven't really improved. Don't get me wrong. I've had some really fun/good/amazing/nice moments that have made me smile and happy (like last night) but my mood has generally been pretty sucky.
Haha. Last night was good. Well any time i spend with the boyfie is good. :p but anyways, we went to cue bar last night and played some pool. He kicked my arse. I won like 2 outta 6.. I think we played 6 games. I dunno. Lol.
Then, after getting some news on Facebook i didn't really feel like going home so we decided we'd go for a bit of a drive. We headed out to bindoon and i met his friend and her daughter. And then we decided to drive home... Oooh.. The fun part.. :p Leith is probably going to kick ny bum for saying this... But on the way home his :p piece of shit ford :p broke down. Hehe. Silly clutch peddle. So we fixed it Me being chief torch holder, which i must say is an extremely important job!! :p
But we made it back. I do think however, the best part if the night was just being there with him, holding his not so angular hand. :p and actually having a serious relationshippy conversation. And i say this because knowing both leith and i, we're not the greatest at using our words to express things. But it was just amazing to see how much we are both willing to put 'most' of our insecurities on the line and have a conversation. I must admit though, Leith did most of the talking and i did most of the listening. But that's just me at the moment. I love listening, and understanding. But Yh. It was just great to actually see how far we have both come. I mean 18 months ago, heck, not even 7 months ago we would have been like this.
Im actually glad and i know i have said this before but i am glad we are dating now and not any earlier on in our friendship, i dont think we would have been very umm, what's the word... Compatible... Yh. I don't think we would have been very compatible in the past. However i feel now, no matter what happens with us, we are able and mature enough to get through whatever this relationship will bring.
Fuck i probably would have majorly screwed things up. Its my thing.. I tend to screw up the good shit in my life... But with my Leithykins :p i feel things are different.. Its a feeling that's had to describe...
Anyways... I will be sure to keep you all posted.. :p
I should probably get some shut eye..
Night all
And remember
Speak Kind Words. Xx
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